u know..

u cant please everyone. coz no matter what.. the standard of everyone is not the same.. and that's it..

just like what happen to me and him.. and also him and his mom.. me and my mom..
i realize i totally cant comms with my mom. to her.. im just so selfish and imperfect.. maybe.. i dunno.. but somehow im trying my best too.. when i did sth rite, i din get recognized.. but when i din do sth or do it wrong, i got the scolding and even history can be brought up along to say..

hais.. this is not the way..

sometimes i jux need someone that can listen.. not just to scold.. isnt what a family supposed to be.. they keep saying "family will nvr leave u alone when u do sth wrong or whatever.. but friends will." but what is the point of having a family when they nvr hear or listen?

its just another case of lack of communication.. because there is no way i can do that.

i hate it .. i hate this feeling..
u really irks me.. =(